Confessions of my Past, Present and Future
by
Matt Hickman
The Past
I think the reason that most people take to writing is
that they all have that creative streak inside of them, frustrated - desperate
to be unleashed. It could be one single idea; it could be an entire series of novels,
which they have meticulously planned over many years before finally residing to
task. Sentencing themselves to endless, torturous hours at a computer screen
with endless re-writes and edits. I wish that I could say that writing has always
been in my blood. Something that I have nurtured and developed into a fine art
over many years but that’s simply not the case. For me, writing is a new
process. Despite my English teacher telling me in my final years of school that
I had some capability, I chose to ignore his advice, and many years later, here
I am, still learning the technical aspects of the craft. Writing is a creative
outlet. Constructing the various elements of a story can be an intimidating
assignment; however, it can also be very rewarding.
Reading on the other hand, is something that is very much
in my blood. From an age as early as I can remember, I have always enjoyed reading
books. Whilst many children pursued other pastimes such as football or rugby, I
was the geek that sat in the corner of the playground with my nose planted
firmly in a book. In primary school, classes often had reading projects involving
books. Stig of the Dump by Clive King
or The Iron Man by Ted Hughes are two
that immediately spring to mind. Most of
the other kids in the class would roll their eyes at the prospect of reading a
book and having to pull apart its innards, I would crack my knuckles and
prepare to get started. This was the point where my parents noticed that I had
a partiality for literature. Not coming from a wealthy enough background to
support my love of books, they did the next best thing; they took me to join
the local library. I was about eight years old; one of my earliest and fondest
memories. Thirty years on and I can still recall the experience with clarity. Talk
about a kid in a sweet shop.
By the time I was ten years old, I had read a whole host
of classic books such as the Just So
Stories, The Jungle Books and Captain Courageous by Rudyard Kipling. The Chronicles of Narnia, The Silver Chair and Prince Caspian by C.S Lewis. Charlotte’s Web by E.B White. The Hobbit by J.R.R Tolkien and A Journey to the Centre of the Earth by
Jules Verne; books that crossed over any boundaries of age or sex. They allowed
the reader to immerse themselves inside a completely new world within their
pages. It was within this period of my childhood that I also discovered Roald
Dahl. I was immediately intrigued. For Christmas one year, my parents gave me
his complete works. Even to this day, one of the best presents that I’ve ever
received. I just loved them all - Matilda,
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Tales of the Unexpected, The Witches, The BFG and The Twits
amongst others. At eleven years old, I read my first horror book - Dracula by Bram Stoker. Fascinated by this
dark, gothic world, this book was to become the foundation for my love of
horror literature.
By the age of fourteen or so, I picked up a book written by
Thomas Harris – Red Dragon. I can’t
remember exactly where the book came from; I think an older cousin gave it to
me. The book was terrifying; it was a defining moment for me in my world of
fiction. The characters and plot were remarkable; the book introduced me to a realm
where the terror aspect of the story became believable due to its realism; the
sort of book that made you dubious about turning the lights off. It also
introduced me to one character who I was to invest a lifelong interest in,
Hannibal Lecter. A few years later, I picked
up a book by another horror writer - Endless
Night by Richard Laymon. His style of writing really interested me. It was
a dark and ultimately brutal story. The intense scenes were adrenaline and
terror filled. One thing that really stood out for me in the story was the
mixture of his third and first person perspectives, whilst writing as the antagonist
under the slogan of Simon Says. From here on in, I went on to read every single
book that he wrote - The Stake, The Cellar, and Island being amongst my favourites. I spent the next couple of
years reading work from other leading horror authors.
Stephen King became my author of choice for quite a
while. Although I found one or two of his titles were not to my taste, overall,
he delivered with the same consistent quality. My favourites included Salem’s Lot, The Body, Misery, and IT. Whilst my cousin was having a clear
out she offered me some more hand-me-downs of her old books, of course, I
gladly accepted. In amongst them was an old, battered copy of The Fog by James Herbert, another book
that totally blew my mind. I quickly went on to read most of his collection, my
favourites being the aforementioned, The
Rats, and the atmospheric -The Dark.
This love of seeking and inhaling horror books went on for years.
The Present
Whilst working with a guy about five years ago who was an
avid reader, one quiet lunchtime we got chatting about books. Now, anyone who
knows me may have been through this experience and will understand how animated
I can get. He asked me if I had ever read anything by an author named Irvine
Welsh. I hadn’t, I knew of his name through the film Trainspotting, however I had never picked up any of his books
because I didn’t think that they would be my sort of thing. He lent me a copy
of a book called The Acid House,
which was a collection of short stories and insisted that I read it. A little
sceptical at first, I gave it a go and absolutely loved it. I found the
collection to be completely bizarre and disturbing, yet hysterically funny. His
characters were deeply flawed and vicious, yet fantastic and entertaining in
the same breath. I had to go and seek out more of his books. I read each of
them back to back.
My taste in reading isn’t exclusive to one type of genre.
I was speaking to my sister one evening over a glass of wine when she waved a
book in front of me by an author named Lee Child. I’ll admit that at that time,
I’d never heard of him. The book was Killing
Floor; it was the first instalment of a series of books based around a
character named Jack Reacher. Reacher, portrayed as the no nonsense,
ex-military police officer became the ultimate anti-hero. No place of abode, no
family or friends, he did what he liked - whenever he liked. Upon reading the
book, in addition to how much fun the character was, I was astounded how well
the book was written. I went back through and started to read the whole series,
with the fifth instalment; Echo Burning
being amongst my favourites.
As technology evolved, there was to be an invention that
would revolutionise the way that people read books – The Amazon Kindle. The
first Kindle that I bought opened up a completely new platform of writers to me
because of the way that the management of preferences worked on the Kindle bookstore.
I began to find new writers. One in particular that caught my interest was Alex
Kava, an American author of fast paced, psychological thrillers. After reading A Necessary Evil, she was a writer that
became a firm favourite. Another was J.A Konrath. He had a series of crime
thrillers available featuring a female police Lieutenant named Jack Daniels.
Each book named after a cocktail - Whiskey
Sour, Rusty Nail and so on. I
found them to be an easy, enjoyable read, where sometimes the content would be
horrific and violent and could border into the realms of realistic horror.
With my interest well and truly piqued, I discovered that
Konrath had also written a fantastic series of more extreme horror books under
a pen name - Jack Kilborn. These were Afraid,
Trapped, and Endurance. Followed by the brilliant Haunted House, where the writer ingeniously regrouped many of the
surviving characters for one last bout of carnage. These books were hard-hitting,
terror-fuelled pieces of fiction. At the time, I couldn’t get enough, and they
reignited my love for all things horror. I also hunted down some of his other
extreme titles such as Serial Killers
Uncut, who he collaborated on with Blake Crouch. Another writer whose work that
I went on to devour. In particular, placing the Andrew Thomas and Luther Kite
series amongst my favourites.
Following on from reading Konrath’s book - Origin, I was soon to discover another
writer who collaborated on the follow up title. His name was Iain Rob Wright.
The book - Holes in the Ground was
something else. I immediately went in pursuit of his back catalogue and snapped
them up. I loved that mixture of a more traditional horror story placed in a
contemporary setting. Favourites
included Sam, and Seasick. In the back of one of Iain’s books,
he had some bonus material; I found a short story by an extreme horror author
named Matt Shaw. After enjoying the story, I went on to discover his unique
brand of extreme horror with his black cover series. I subsequently went on to
read nearly his entire, extensive back catalogue. I always find it refreshing
how he can rebrand himself and continue to keep himself significant in a
constantly evolving market. Favourites included Porn and S*ck B*stards. Since
then, I went on to discover a whole host of fantastic writers. Each of these
authors are still out there, all producing phenomenal work. Writer’s like
Michael Bray, Graeme Reynolds, Ian Woodhead to name but a few. The list could
go on.
The Future
About twelve months ago, I came across an interview on
social media with an emerging writer named Stuart Keane. I’m not entirely sure
what it was that caught my attention about him; I think it was due to people
comparing his writing to Richard Laymon. This I had to see. The first book that
I read of his was his novella - Charlotte.
After completing it, I collected my jaw from the floor and went to grab his
first full-length novel - All or Nothing.
Again, immediately captivated by the writer’s fluid prose, colourful
descriptions and horrific story lines, I read the whole thing in one sitting. Still
a great fan of his style, I enjoy watching him go from strength to strength, he
is one to watch out for. He simply knows horror.
The best thing is that he is continually improving. In
addition to Stuart, there is a writer named Kyle M Scott. I read his contribution
to the collection - Carnage and knew straight
off that this guy was a gifted writer. Looking up some of his other titles, I
read them all, starting with Devils Day.
A book that was a throwback to the 1980’s style of horror. Kyle has a knack of creating
characters and situations that are so believable that you actually feel part of
the action. He has the ability to make you picture yourself alongside a funeral
in the pouring rain, sharing the anguish of a broken father in one breath and
bursting out laughing at some of the most ludicrously disgusting, stomach
churning depravity in the next.
Jack Rollins is another writer that has making a name for
himself recently. Jack peddles his unique brand of gothic and Victorian style
horror. His series - The Cabinet of
Doctor Blessing is something that I still believe that only someone who had
once lived a past life could write. The attention to detail and points of reference
were phenomenal. His publishing house - Dark Chapter Press is also going from
strength to strength with every subsequent release. Talking of which, I would
like to mention a writer named Brian Minekime. He writes under the pen name
Feind Gottes. He is one of the few writers currently, that can effectively tap
into my fears and absolutely terrify the living daylights out me. He is
definitely a name that you will be hearing in the coming months and years - be
warned.
One last mention is a book that I read recently off the
back of its review on this very website. The book - Upon Waking by an author named JR Park. I had heard a few good
things about his book so picked it up and gave it a go. Despite the warnings
that I heard and despite thinking, I was ready, I don’t think that I was.
Reading it was still like an unexpected right hook to the throat, it was unbelievable.
Scary, disgusting, gritty and unpredictable. He is becoming more prolific than
ever and is definitely a name that I will be keeping a close eye on.
So what does the future hold for me? As far as writing
goes, lots and lots. I have just finished my first full-length solo novel -
Amnesia. A story that started as one thing, completely grew, and distended
until it became something much bigger. I have planned to work on a novella next
which I will be hoping to pitch to Matt Shaw Publications. I have two collaborations
lined up for the summer along with the sequel to my original novella - Jeremy. All
this at the same time as enjoying reading the work of the aforementioned
authors and seeking out the ever-growing list of new and emerging authors that
are working their way through from their humble beginnings.
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Matt is an avid fan of horror fiction. He spends a
majority of his free time reading books from both established and independent
authors. With a diverse knowledge of the genre, he has now tried his hand at
writing horror. With the support of his peers, some of which are established
writers themselves, he now approaches a new career, one that will see him take
horror by storm. His influences lead right back to traditional horror writers
such as Edgar Allen Poe, Bram Stoker and William Hope Hodgson through to the
more traditional horror writers such as Stephen King, Richard Laymon, Dean
Koontz, James Herbert and Clive Barker to newer names such as Alex Kava, JA
Konrath, Bryan Smith, Matt Shaw, Michael Bray, Iain Rob Wright, Graeme
Reynolds, Tim Miller and Ian Woodhead right the way through to emerging writers
who are currently starting out such as Stuart Keane, Jack Rollins, Kyle M
Scott, Andrew Lennon and Shaun Hupp.
He currently resides in Tipton, a small town in the West
Midlands with his partner and two children. He travels the width breadth of the
UK on a regular basis as a Sales Manager for a construction company.
His writing debut, a collaboration with Andrew Lennon;
Hexad, is available now as a digital download or paperback from Amazon.
He has since been featured in an anthology by Matt Shaw -
Behind Closed Doors, which is available for digital download now from Amazon,
to be followed by inclusion into an anthology from Dark Chapter Press - Kids,
and The Dichotomy of Christmas, featuring such established names as Graham
Masterson and Kealan Patrick Burke.
And for more about Matt, visit his site or find him on social media:
Website – Facebook – Twitter – Goodreads – Amazon Page
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